March 2012
Friend: Hey what's wrong? You seem quiet.
Mind: I'm insecure, I'm slacking in my classes, All my "friends" are fake, I'm restless and tired and hopeless. I dread getting out of bed in the morning. I start crying out of the blue, I'm worthless, hopeless, and I can't take it anymore. No one seems to notice though.
Me: *puts on a smile*Nothing, sorry just tired lately, no big deal.
I think that I beat the record for fatest person...
Sleep is the only way to shut these thoughts down....
I should probably be sleeping 24/7, then.
February 2012
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Remember when everybody had flip phones
Everybody Would Be Like:
I weighed myself after eating an apple. Fuck. Not...
post tenebras lux: bizarre →
courageisgraceunderpressure:
last semester, i mentioned that i’m complete creeper and noticed this girl who was very much anorexic at the dining hall. despite attending a large school, i saw the same girl twice this week. i hadn’t seen her since last semester and she still looked as fragile as ever, which really made me sad…
Anonymous asked: do you live in the us?
I get offended way too easily.
Good Girls Don't Swallow: you can get used to the... →
swallowgold:
you can get used to the physical pain, the way your legs and arms ache as your body eats at your muscles, you can get used to the constant headaches, the way your eyes are all over the place never focusing and always stinging, you can get used to the sadness, the loneliness, how you are always…
You know the worst part of depression? You don't...
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I give up.
I feel the need to hold on to my eating disorder way more than I want to recover. So I give up. I’m tired to my shifting moods and shifting decisions. I’m giving in because obviously I have been fighting long enough and my eating disorder is what my mind really wants.
Surviving Anorexia: Do not talk about food or... →
mylifewithanorexia:
If you go out for lunch with a family member or friend who has an eating disorder, avoid saying things such as “I want an ice cream so badly, but I really shouldn’t…” Also, don’t ask them about what they have or have not eaten, how much weight they have lost or gained, and so forth, and never…